What a Girl's Got To Do

I don't even know if I can honestly tell you how much this all means to me. Your support, words of wisdom, advice, love ... all of it. You're helping me more than you know. Laskigal - you can have my kidney for this.

I'm going to continue to be honest because, well because that's simply who I am and I firmly feel that's the best way to go.

I haven't shut him out completely. Although, we have talked less in the past week than in the past several months. He doesn't know how I feel ... well, I take that back. Of course he does it's just easier for him to pretend otherwise. I can't say that I blame him.

Actually, I do.

I just blame me more.

I need to get where I'm going. Heartbreaks suck and this ain't easy.