Thursday, February 4, 2010

A draft to post.

I wrote this back in August and just re-read the draft. Things have definitely changed in a matter of months ...

Do you ever have a line from a song that runs through your head? Over and over and over?

Lately, it's been ... "something something big green tractor", mixed with a little of "when the one you're looking for has been here the whole time" No real significance - just country songs that are overplayed yet still enjoyable.

Then there's this one more ... it's one line on constant repeat in my mind. Since the end of my summer, the start of work. The beginning of many changes.

"I'm feeling a little lonely"

It's strange though because things are really so good. I'm running the whole theatre program, my friends are phenomenal, my family rocks, the boy's wonderful ...

But, somehow I'm so lonely.

And empty.

And unhappy.